Well the last few days have been just general… getting up at 6.15am, walks, yoga, juices, soups, massages… normal day in here. But today we went on the island tour and rode elephants and saw the waterfalls and of course Big buddha and I will post photos soon.
However I have had a test of willpower, food… It was interesting how I coped and how strong you are if you are determined. So I was with a friend who's actually eating… and we were walking the market, and she got hungry… Of course, it happens to me. So we stopped in the food markets, and she got herself some veggie spring rolls… OMG the smell… yum, I only had to walk in there and it was sensory overload. Wow… all the smells of herbs and spices, the colors of the foods, everything was just amazing. I watched her eat, and even helped with the chilli sauce and got some on my finger, but I was not tempted to lick it off.
People were sitting there with beer and cocktails and then I saw the glass of red wine… OMG, I shocked myself. I didn't even want that. WOW I sat and delighted in the smell of the spring roll. Heaven. However the real test… Pancakes, banana and Nutella. That was something else. I love that combo… I was worried…
I had a smell and even then I wasn't even tempted. I have gone this far that I don't have to do it. I didn't want to break my detox, I would only be letting myself down and this is something that I can't do. I have worked so hard for it. So I have the determination. I am determined to finish this to the final day, and on Thursday night, I can eat. Yum yum.
So thats the delights, I haven't broken the detox, but I am a tasty treat for the mosquitos… 24 bits so far… haha
Ok the soup awaits me… yum!
3 more sleeps until I can eat…
Hugs all xx