May 2012

Hi mom, I’m worried about Scott in the family but let her know that there is nothing that anyone can do and that we are trying to help the situation. It’s tough but we are all there for you. Mom I’m sorry and I am sorry that you have had to go through so much since I left you. I didn’t do it to spite you I had to go. I love you. Stay strong for me.

Rocker chick!! Blonde hair. Giving me the name Suzy.  Chewing gum, loudly and laughing and she has streaks of strong colors in her hair like a red and a blue. Listen I am here to tell mom and dad, (she’s sarcastic) that I am ok and that I am doing well. I didn’t know what was happening and you warned me about it and I didn’t listen. You always wanted me to be your little girl but I rebelled.  It wouldn’t have changed a thing but I love you, please remember that.

Byron (I think) showing me that he drowned and that he is sorry for the way it happened, but I am ok. He loved the water and he gives me the feeling that he was surfing or hanging out with friends when this happened. No one could have warned me but I am ok and happy, just remember that and he is thanking you for the tattoo. He is telling me he is with Joey!

Lynn/Lynette (maybe with one t) your parents are with you and they keep telling me that you have a picture of them with you in your bag, and you have been chatting away to them all day. We love you and remember that you are not alone and that we are with you. Be happy. Then they just showed me that you could be moving??? Tell her we love what she is doing… but remember to have fun doing it! Love you honey.

Barbara – She is laughing and such a character, she is happy and loved, and she was showing me that there was a connection to breast cancer in the family or it is what she had. She is laughing about the amount of shoes and bags you have, and she is smiling because she was the same. I would never go out of the house without the lipstick and also I hated spiders, which is not a good thing in this country, it was quite entertaining sometimes. Anyway darlings tell your mom I am fine and that I love you all dearly. I will be there for you all. Big kiss and leaves a kiss mark! Waves.

Michelle – I’m her sister and she doesn’t expect me to come through at all, she has been waiting and waiting for this but it hasn’t happened she even saw john Edward. She laughs. Tell her I am ok and that I am fine and that she really shouldn’t worry about me and tell her to buy the car!!! I love you and you’re never too old to follow your dreams.

Colin – Lung infection, they didn’t know what it was, they thought it was just a simple cold but then suddenly it went further and there was nothing that could be done. I am ok and I had a sneeking feeling that it was going to happen but I am fine and I love you all. I love the tattoo that was done but the colors were wrong you keep talking about getting it fixed… Be happy and know that I am waiting!

Mary – Arthur is with me too and I am fine and happy, we are dancing and finally together. Please don’t loose the ring again there are only so many places you can look. She laughs. I am fine and you bought the wrong tea bags… Thanks for giving me the flowers I am happy about those. I love you and stay strong!

Josephine – I’m her sister, I had breast cancer, I passed closely to others in the family and it was a tough time you joked about having an account at the funeral directors. But listen we are all fine and there was nothing you could do for me, it was my time and I am happy about this. It’s not a problem. Get rid of my clothes too, it’s not worth hanging on to them. Love you and smile!!!

Tell Terry to cheer up. I am fine!!! He has been moping around the house and not doing a thing but you have to get moving. I know I only passed a short while ago but I am fine. I know there wasn’t anything left, you tried to find most things but there wasn’t anything I could do it all happened so fast. I love you and you did the right thing with my send off. Ok!! Big hugs and the dog is with me too.

Young girl – Cassey – Wants me to get a message to the family. Tell them I am ok and there is nothing to worry about and that I am healthy again. She was apologizing for ‘bugging’ me. There wasn’t anything that mom could do and she is thanking you for the poem. She loves the fairies and angels. I am with them now. I love you.  Kissed me to say thanks!